Beyond Black & White » Goddess of the Week http://www.beyondblackwhite.com Chronicles, Musings and Debates about Interracial & Intercultural Relationships Sat, 18 Apr 2015 20:54:28 +0000 en-US hourly 1 http://wordpress.org/?v=4.1.1 Young, Beautiful, Sexy, Talented, Accomplished and Single? Not For Long! http://www.beyondblackwhite.com/young-beautiful-sexy-talented-accomplished-single-not-long/ http://www.beyondblackwhite.com/young-beautiful-sexy-talented-accomplished-single-not-long/#comments Wed, 31 Dec 2014 07:17:57 +0000 http://www.beyondblackwhite.com/?p=35423 Both Fawn Stone and Lakesha Yvette Walker were featured as singles on Interracial Marriage and Family, formerly Swirling and Marriage.  I have not been single for quite some time but as a dating and life coach understand that it is quite hard out there for women everywhere to find love.  Throw in beautiful, successful and […]

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Both Fawn Stone and Lakesha Yvette Walker were featured as singles on Interracial Marriage and Family, formerly Swirling and Marriage.  I have not been single for quite some time but as a dating and life coach understand that it is quite hard out there for women everywhere to find love.  Throw in beautiful, successful and accomplished black women, the odds rise even higher.  I had lunch with Fawn and Lakesha in the summer and am still blown over in amazement as to why these young, sexy, gorgeous women at their age and in their respective professions were still single.  I encouraged them, strategized and discussed a game plan for each.  That game plan included swirling for these smart, hot, gorgeous women.  Half the battle is won as they are very much open to interracial relationships.  Neither Fawn nor Lakesha have limited themselves to dating black men only, but are inclusive of love in whatever skin shade they find it.  That is a very good thing!

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Fawn and Lakesha are looking for their mates.  Both are beautiful, ambitious, focused and determined in their respective careers in Hollywood.  The film industry is tough, but the opportunities to meet successful, quality men of all races is unlimited.  Whether in or out of the industry, they both agree that all one needs is an open mind.  Any good marriage minded man should be honored to meet, court, date and eventually marry Fawn or Lakesha.  Make no mistake neither Fawn nor LaKesha are desperate, but as intelligent as they are beautiful; and will make the right guy feel loved and happy.  They are of course individuals with their own goals, dreams and life course but they remain united in that they are looking for great men to join them on their continued rise to the top.

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Fawn Stone 27, is a gorgeous and super talented lady who does not like to get caught up in drama. Well, with the exception of on the screen drama. Born and raised in Los Angeles, Fawn returned to her home city Los Angeles after graduating from Howard University in Washington, DC to pursue a career in acting and as a television correspondent. Most likely, Fawn can be found strutting her stuff in her 3-inch heels, even in a bowling alley. She says, “Heels are more comfortable.”

Some would say she is a diva, and she may have diva tendencies, but Fawn is one of the most kind-hearted people you will ever meet. She continues to get her feet wet in the entertainment and media business and enjoys every moment of it. In her spare time, Fawn enjoys volunteering and giving back to inner city and incarcerated youth.

Fawn’s ideal man:  The man I marry will be very kind, loving, faithful, handsome, funny, intelligent, attentive, loyal, understanding, giving, independent,  adventurous, curious, open-minded, creative, steadfast, a great provider and treat me like a queen.  I, in return will do the same.  He must love children and be spontaneous as well as romantic.  He is an all around great guy.

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One of Fawn’s famous quotes:  NEVER underestimate Gods blessings. Always stay faithful. Always remain in gratitude. Always give & love despite your situation. When you are faithful to God, God will be faithful to you!

 

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Gorgeous and born with comedic talent, Lakesha, 29 stands on middle ground between the “Wild Child” and the “Diva.” As a comedy writer, she loves to laugh and have fun. However, she also provides balance to the trio and is sometimes their only voice of reason. Her work may be scripted but her life sure is not.  Lakesha created The Candid Confessional, a monthly performance event where actors, comics, directors, musicians, poets, writers, and anyone else who is brave enough to step inside and confess.  Lakesha is an avid dancer, fitness fanatic, blogger, and runs her own production company, La Fille de Cacao Entertainment. She is tenacious and has mega drive for success. Mostly, this lady rolls with the punches.  Hollywood better watch out!

Lakesha: “My life is busy but I keep it light, so I love a man who embraces fun and independence, as well as one who is kind, open, loving, smart, patient, attentive and willing to support my goals, because I in turn will support his.  I’m also a very kind and open person, so I love to throw parties, plan events, travel, explore new restaurants , diversify my taste in culture and food, embrace health and fitness on all levels.”

Lakesha’s ideal man:  My husband will embrace that part of me and I in turn will love and support all he does as well, whether it’s business, social or goals that build for the overall good of our family.

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 If you are serious, marriage minded, in the market and want to contact either of these beauties, let me know.

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She’s Beautiful. She’s Successful. She’s Childless. She’s Not Crazy. So Why Is Misee Harris Single? http://www.beyondblackwhite.com/shes-beautiful-shes-successful-shes-childless-shes-crazy-misee-harris-single/ http://www.beyondblackwhite.com/shes-beautiful-shes-successful-shes-childless-shes-crazy-misee-harris-single/#comments Wed, 21 May 2014 05:38:28 +0000 http://www.beyondblackwhite.com/?p=30591 Take one look at Misee Harris, a sweet, soft-spoken southern belle from Tennessee (and a doctor and inventor for lawd’s sakes at only 29) you’d think she has it all. Beautiful. Sexy. Good with kids and wants her own family some day. Sophisticated, So You Can Take Her Home to Mom. Goal Oriented.   …And Even […]

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Take one look at Misee Harris, a sweet, soft-spoken southern belle from Tennessee (and a doctor and inventor for lawd’s sakes at only 29) you’d think she has it all.

Beautiful.

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Sexy.

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Good with kids and wants her own family some day.

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Sophisticated, So You Can Take Her Home to Mom.

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Goal Oriented.

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…And Even Loves Sports.

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When one looks at the “checklist for marriage acceptability” by the constantly-moving target that many black women aspire to and mostly can never meet, Misee is IT. She limited her dating options and walked willingly into a cage that she locked herself into. But why did she do that? “I never thought that white men were attracted to me,” she confessed. But upon recollection, she remembers a young doctor in medical school who to her was just “a homie,” in retrospect, ” I just never gave it much thought. He was my friend but really acting like a boyfriend should/would. We were together all of the time. I remember him buying me this sweet gift the day after I took my medical entrance exam.”

In other words, non-black men were interested all along, but her radar was only geared toward one type of man to the exclusion of everyone else. “I realized that I had never really given myself a real chance to even be liked by a white man. I was always going to “Black” events and in “Black” sororities I college and of course went to “Black” churches and night clubs.”

Let’s make it be known that she excluded white men not because of a preference, but because she just never thought anyone other than someone black could love her. Wow. I’m just…Wow. The level of brainwashing that goes on in our community should be studied by the CIA. It’s THAT effective.

The problem is, black men on par with Misee in the career and education department are few and far between, and frankly, are living fat on the spoils of the good-and-marriageable black man shortage. Some of the horror stories I’ve heard about how women have to jump through hoops of fire just to be called the girlfriend is just downright exploitive. Black women are putting up with all kinds of horrible mistreatment from so-called, “good black men” who are very well aware  of their highly esteemed status in the community. We all know it, but few want to acknowledge it. “My relationships with black men (not to say that all of them are this way)…. Resulted in a one sided relationship. I was doing everything to keep the relationship alive. Just pure selfishness and no consideration for me. Not mean men, just inconsiderate.”

But this isn’t really about blaming black men who have reached a certain level of success. They are simply doing what any organization with a monopoly does–give horrible service because there’s no competition. Remember ATT and $100 ten-minute long distance calls? Yeah; like that. 

And if someone comes up in here to say Misee should give brothers in jail or the FedEx man a chance like some awful Tyler Perry movie I’m gonna reach through the computer and slap you. (Is it again time to pepper this post with the disclaimer that I don’t mean ALL black men are evil? Just checking in.)

Now at 29, Misee is contemplating something she once thought was unthinkable.  “After looking at a few of my black friends like they were crazy for marrying a white man I then started following their lives on social media and kept up with them on the phone as well. They were happy!!! The for real happy! Going on vacations! Planning pregnancies and home births! And there I was….single… Knowing that I had never even really considered dating a white man. Now I want one! Not because i think they are all perfect, but because I think they deserve just as much attention as I have given to black men in the past.”

In other words, Misee has gotten the memo that a woman of her caliber and substance is worthy to entertain suitors of all races, colors and creeds. Looks like the IBM fat-cats are going to have some competition. And you know what I say? Competition keeps you on your A-game. The time is ending where women like Misee are allowing themselves to wither on the vine. She’s got a copy of Swirling and it’s away we go.

Women like Misee are why I write my fingers to the bone on this blog everyday. I’m so sick of quality, high-value black women limiting themselves out of fear of the unknown, fear of social consequences and fear of…HAPPINESS.

And to anyone else on the fence with whom this piece resonates, pick up the key and let yourself out of the cage. No one put you there but you.

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BB&W Love Story: R. Kamaria Finds Her Rainbeau! http://www.beyondblackwhite.com/bbw-love-story-r-kamaria-finds-love/ http://www.beyondblackwhite.com/bbw-love-story-r-kamaria-finds-love/#comments Mon, 07 Jan 2013 17:53:17 +0000 http://www.beyondblackwhite.com/?p=16506 I've had the pleasure of knowing Rasheda for a couple years, so I knew about the highs and lows of her singlehood. She was featured as a "Goddess of the Week" back in the day, remember? I'm seriously tickled that she found her rainbeau, and that she chose to share her story with us.

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I’ve had the pleasure of knowing Rasheda for a couple years, so I knew about the highs and lows of her singlehood. She was featured as a “Goddess of the Week” back in the day, remember? I’m seriously tickled that she found her rainbeau, and that she chose to share her story with us.

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I had just ended an on and off again quasi relationship with Mr. Non-Committal in April 2012. We had an open relationship of sorts. The one where I date other people casually while he sits at home watching sports, eating take out and drinking beer. He was a nice guy who was a good provider and had a loving family who accepted me as one of their own, but he lacked everything else I wanted and needed in a man – enthusiasm, self-expression and sensitivity. I had longed for a man who would send me flowers, give me compliments, talk about the possibility of a future with me and demonstrate those words with actions.
Fast forward a month, I started dating a fun and exciting guy who for the purpose of this entry I will call J. Evan. I met him in a singles group on www.Meetup.com. I co-organize social events for singles as a hobby. J. Evan was fun. We flirted for a few months and then started going out on one-on-one dates. We were pretty inseparable. But since there was no commitment, I continued to date other people.
Some people may think – “wow that woman is a serial dater.” But I have always been the type who gets bored easily, and because of past hurts, I never wanted to be the one to be sideswiped.  Anyway, by the time August came around, my profile on OkCupid, a free online dating site, was getting a lot of attention from decent men with jobs and hobbies. Black, white, Latino and Asian men were hitting me up equally. But one guy stood out – Brandon G. He had sincere questions and I got an overall positive vibe from him.
I saw that he was a 36-year-old divorced father who had a cat, loved to travel and worked in the automotive industry with an income in the $75-$100K range. I was intrigued. Not too thrilled about the divorcee dad aspect, but I made it a goal to be more open minded in dating.
We emailed a couple times through the site and he noted that he’d like to go out some day. First of all, dude had on sunglasses in all of his pics. Second, I would never accept a date from a guy who I haven’t spoken with via phone. I politely asked him to email me a photo (sans shades) and gave him my number to call me. He did both immediately. We met in person for a first date on August 29, 2012. He was super nice and good looking (though kind of nerdy). While I thought he was cool, all of that past chatter was coming up. “He has too many kids. He has baggage being divorced. He wears ugly jeans.” LOL. I was trying to find reasons not to like him. We ended the date with a hug. He didn’t try to kiss me except for on the hand. I actually liked that.
Two days later while sitting in my office, I hear commotion at the front desk of our department. “Flower delivery. Oooh, I wonder who these are for,” the office assistant said. “Rasheda! Uh oh, girl. Someone really likes you.” I guess so because I received a ginormous bouquet of delectable roses and carnations. My coworkers and I read the note and yup, it was from Brandon. I was kind of freaked out because I never gave him my work address – but I work at a public university so I wasn’t hard to track down. I was blushing and trying not to smile too much. But I was really impressed.
That wasn’t the last time I was impressed with this guy. But I was still going out with J. Evan. I loved J. and I was starting to really like Brandon G. I was falling for two guys. But Brandon G. stood out. I forgot to mention that while I was dating these guys, I was taking a four-week online seminar called “Magnetizing Love” with Julie Anne Shapiro (http://magnetizinglove.com/). I had been subscribed to her free teleseminars and they helped me tremendously. But it wasn’t until I paid the $97 for the month-long program, which included two 30-minute coaching sessions, that I was able to heal some past hurts by truly becoming complete with my relationships with men that I really loved. I had a hard time getting into relationships for fear that the person I love would leave – in particular die or get hurt. After all, most of the men who truly loved me unconditionally had died or been killed. Seriously. My uncle, who raised me from age 12 to an adult, in 2000 shot himself while I was at home (he died of complications 8 months later). In 2007, my father died of a drug overdose and two days later my ex-boyfriend and love of my life was murdered. A year after that, my guy BFF (who I’ve been friends with since 7th grade) was killed in a motorcycle accident. My heart had been crushed numerous times. I realized that I couldn’t live in fear anymore. I had to let go and let love. Taking that teleseminar helped – along with prayer and a super dope vision board.
Brandon G. stepped it up and told me he loved me and saw a future for us. I accepted his commitment and decided to be exclusive with him. He continues to impress me day after day. He cooks breakfast and dinner and makes the most awe-inspiring desserts. He sends me e-cards and love notes and is truly a great guy.
I met his children for the first time January 5, 2013. We went to some local museums and headed downtown for pizza. The kids were well mannered and sweet. His boys – ages 4, 8, and 11 – are handsome and friendly. His 16-year-old stepdaughter was a little distant and removed but still polite and respectful. I connected most with the middle boy. He reminds me a lot of my nephew.
I look forward to our times together. Things are moving along in our relationship. I now have a key to his place and we’re planning our first vacation together. We’re going to the Bahamas this spring. I’m excited about the possibilities.

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Come Hither: A Lesson in Being a Man Magnet http://www.beyondblackwhite.com/come-hither-a-lesson-in-being-a-man-magnet/ http://www.beyondblackwhite.com/come-hither-a-lesson-in-being-a-man-magnet/#comments Fri, 03 Aug 2012 15:00:23 +0000 http://www.beyondblackwhite.com/?p=9357 Learn from a pro..

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Did I hear someone say they wanted to read about way in which to attract men? I’m sure I did, and since I’m privy to a life that many of you lovely ladies will never know, I thought I would take the time to share my secrets with you.

How does one attract men? That’s both a simple and complicated answer, since no two men are alike, what may work for one may not work for another.

I can only offer you my perspective on how to get the tongues waging, but be mindful, sometimes once you turn it on it can be hard to turn it back off.

Be yourself.

But who hasn’t heard that before and what does it mean exactly…?

It means that you should figure out who you are first before inviting someone into your life.

Doing this accomplishes several things, first and foremost, it makes you authentic and confidence attracts worthwhile men. Insecure, inferior men will be intimidated by your decisiveness. By being confident and self assured about who you are, it makes it easy for a weak man to slink away, saving you both time and money….like Geiko!

And no guy wants to get to know a girl who is not really the girl he got to know in the first place.

It’s kinda like when jerk guys pretend to be your neutral friend and then once you get all tender and sensitive they break out the sexy speedos on you after a night of heavy parting while you’re just trying to throw up in the toilet and not on the floor.

It basically means you’re a phony flake and once a guy is interested and digs a little deeper he’ll find out that you don’t REALLY like Elton John, nor are your eyes really Hazel, nor are you a Victoria’s Secret model.

But I bet he’d love it if you were!!

Be an individual.

Who you are really matters to your potential mates and what you present directly affects the type of people you attract. Now I’m not sure how it became popular for people to look like clones but all I can tell you is that I’ve never looked like everyone else and it works.

Not only am I seen, I am recognized and remembered by males and females in social settings. This isn’t accomplished by purchasing the ‘latest’ whatever is being sold as the new shyt. This has more to do with a visual presentation of who you are on the inside (see above).

Do you think argyle socks and Converse sneakers and like Peanut Butter and Jelly…? Then go for it, don’t worry if no one else likes how you wear your hair, what clothes you wear or anything else having to do with you being an individual. You’re expected to….don’t disappoint a potential mate of quality by being a boring sheeple with no backbone or identity.

Be seen.

How in the world, or rather, why in the world would a man approach a woman that looks like she’s about to squeak and run away from him? I’m not being mean to the shy people, I’m shy too, but what I also am is a visual artist, luckily. Though conversation didn’t come easily to me, catching the eye of strangers always did because I stand out.

I do TRJ all day long, from the Gregorian chant music coming out of my too loud Ipod earplugs to my big, big, big, afro which is as big as I can get my fluffy bi-racial hair to be.

Why…because I think it looks cool (and that’s all that matters. See above). The guys who like girls who think they look cool with fluffy afros  seek  me out. Those who feel like ‘me’ is too much for ‘them’ either shy away or I may have the occasional one that may want to ‘tame’ or change me. He soon finds out that I know who I am and I like ‘me’ like this, too bad he doesn’t (see above).

I’m not saying get your Lady Gaga on, because not everyone has the temperament to be on display like some of us do.

But what I am saying is that if you find yourself in a social event with many men, why not walk through the middle of the floor rather than slink around the walls to go from A-to-B?

Oh, no, they’re all going to look at you! Yup, that’s the point. Chin up, and backstraight, Sashay-Shontay!!

Prance, my love, PRANCE! And is you notice a man has noticed you, hold is stare and SMILE at him!! He’ll smile back and three other men in the room will suddenly have the urge to chase you and make  you smile at them instead, I swear ta Gawd!

Change up your style of dress, I don’t know, people fight me on this, as if you shouldn’t be appealing when you are attempting to appeal to a new potential mate. I’m not asking for a full face of make-up and Sunday best, I’m saying put on a pretty dress, or a power suit with THOSE heels (the ones your ex loved so much…those) , or even a new hair style, a part on the opposite side of your head makes a difference, too.

My rule of thumb while shopping is to buy something in a pattern I would not normally wear, and then commit to working it into my wardrobe, that way, I’m breaking out of my mold.

Do you have several sets of the same set of clothes, I do..no shame, we’re all a work in progress. #thestruggle

When you have the choice between putting on your regular “Monday” Old Navy pullover, why not reach in your closet and pull out that fire engine red dress instead? When you look good, you feel good, its a cliche because its true.

Men like women who enjoy attention…..she thinks she’s hot, and so men thinks she’s hot, because she thinks she’s hot. The more men, the tougher the competition, the harder they compete, the better for you. You win!! Have you ever been surrounded by men shamelessly vying for your attention?

No, you should try it, if you are, then you know, it’s the bee’s knees and the attention reinforces your fabulous-ness.

Check back for part two where I will cover eye contact, conversation and flirting 101.

Like Bees to Honey…..they won’t be able to resist you.

*peace fingers*

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Watch Those Potholes While on Your Way to Greener Pastures http://www.beyondblackwhite.com/watch-those-potholes-while-on-your-way-to-greener-pastures/ http://www.beyondblackwhite.com/watch-those-potholes-while-on-your-way-to-greener-pastures/#comments Thu, 26 Jul 2012 22:08:47 +0000 http://www.beyondblackwhite.com/?p=9155 I've been swirling since first grade and a boy chasing harlot for about as long. Surely there's something here for the respectable ladies of BB&W to learn from an enigma such as I.

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The ladies of the sites have written in detail about the general NWNW/BBW theme’s insistence that White doesn’t necessarily equal RIGHT when it comes to finding a viable relationship partner. Although the general assumption can be made that different people will have different outlooks and opinions, which works in everyone’s favor, however, there is also the off chance that the ‘difference’ in background also include a unique version of bias and racism.

What I’m saying is….a man willing and eager to date IR doesn’t mean he thinks you’re his equal.  He could just as easily be a sexist boob and think himself superior due to his gender, but in this case, I’m talking about guys that may still harbor racist sentiments even if he’s willing to pursue a woman of color.

Sometimes examples are the best way to convey this.

Here goes:

The Caribbean law student who was light, bright and very accomplished. We would have looked good on paper, considering my new degree and aspiring none urban open minded lifestyle. We could have fit, but for the fact that he was an obnoxious, non-American Black educated blow hard.

See, to me the worst type of combination is when a person of color decides THEY are different then THEM BLACKS who ‘get locked up doing stupid ‘ish’ when “they could just work.”

I asked a few pointed questions of my date, which was going romantic and fine until he wanted to mind-wrestle me instead of sweep me off my feet. I gave subtle reasons for my opinion until he finally challenged my position on the criminal justice system and men of color (did he NOT notice that he picked me up one evening from Seton Hall Law School’s Center for Social Justice….? Where I volunteered as a legal researcher?)

Not only was he frustrated that I harbored feelings of empathy for THOSE BLACKS, et. al. but also, I believe, in the fact that I chose to stick my heel in the back of his neck during my execution of such point. I can agree to disagree gracefully, I don’t have to win, but dammit, neither do you!! His opinion of people he knew nothing about was narrow, biased, cold hearted and very distorted. Even when I appealed to his sense of logic and instances of corrupt legal practices, he insisted that I didn’t know what I was talking about.

Things went cold during the date, he dropped me off and after two months of hanging out (sex free), he sped away in his sports car. I never heard from him again. And I didn’t mind.

*and the beat goes on*

Over drinks at a Friday’s in Times Square in Manhattan I am pleasantly sipping on fruity delightful-ness and engaged in a conversation with my date, an older White guy from the neighboring town of my hometown.

This is our third date so far and I’ve enjoyed his daily phone calls, a surprise gifts of shoes (he was an executive for Frederick’s of Hollywood) and his carefree attitude. Our dates were always fun, sporadic and very lively. He wasn’t what I would physically go for but he was attentive, generous, and charming.

I was getting into him until this day when a conversation about music. We were exchanging likes, of which I offered things he would know of, classical, 80’s pop, Elvis Costello, John Mellencamp, Brian Adams. He laughed agreeably, then asked if I liked Rap music, but he spat the word out when he said it.

I caught the implied meaning and suggested examples of non-confrontational Hip Hop music, specific lyrical content of note and the genre’s parallel and early origins springing from jazz, blues and poetry.

I didn’t expect for him to snort in laughter at my lunacy. Further conversation revealed that not only was he unaware of the racial tension that his home town is notorious for, he outright insisted that I knew nothing of what I spoke of regarding the town’s reputation (a red faced “impossible!” )  or experienced (being beaten by cops as a teenager…as is the norm for Black unfortunate enough to be found in Bayonne, NJ).

I left the date feeling silly, uncomfortable and strangely distant. I thought we had something in common, but it seemed that we were actually worlds apart. I stopped taking his calls and kept it moving.

*wading on the water*

This former basketball player, and Ivy League agent to professional athletes stood 6’9 and was every bit of larger than life than you can image. Blond hair, green eyes, charming, decisive, and very privy to ‘good things’.

We instantly connected during our first phone call. He made me laugh, I wanted more charm…He was good as far as our chemistry and I couldn’t wait to see him.

He picked me up for several dates, in several luxury vehicles.

We went to places to eat that I’d never heard of, nor could afford if I had. My NJ bumpkin-self was smitten, especially in the way he took pride in showing me off and being affectionate in public. He was a perfect date, a gentleman and I was into him so far.

He dated beautiful women of all nationalities, he said. I decided to let my guard down and just have fun, and I did, until things moved along to the physical aspects of life.

“I love Black women, they’re so passionate!” made it sound like ‘black women’ were a flavor at Baskin Robbins.

“I can’t wait to get you behind closed doors. I can take everything you got.Can I call you my Wild Woman?” Um, no!!

Reference to my ‘phat black girl as*” and lack of ‘regular Black girl big lips’ was duly noted.

*Before you go all Googling my life and try o throw shade on my current lifestyle, I was an executive assistant at a non-profit at the time of this date. There was nothing wild about me but for the weeds growing in the front yard of the house I rented in a respectable and expensive neighborhood* 

Yeah, no…athlete dude was cool, fun and very charming but the treats weren’t worth my feeling like I should come out of the bedroom and swing on a rope before doing my oochi-coochie native dance for Mr. Free Agent. His calls went unanswered too.

This isn’t to say that ALL non ‘your race’ dates are buttplugs, this is to say that SOME of the IR prospects will be buttplugs because although they want to date you, screw you and maybe marry you and give you babies, somewhere, deep in their ego they still don’t see you as an equal.

If I have to barter my racial dignity in order to gain a mate, I’ll be a Duracell having Darcell, but fear not, I got plenty of success stories to share too. I’m just a weirdo that breaks up with every dam man that I come across.

I’ve been swirling since first grade and a boy chasing harlot for about as long. Surely there’s something here for the respectable ladies of BB&W to learn from an enigma such as I.

*peace fingers*

 

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Goddess of the Week: Shawna Singer! http://www.beyondblackwhite.com/goddess-of-the-week-shawna-singer/ http://www.beyondblackwhite.com/goddess-of-the-week-shawna-singer/#comments Sat, 14 Apr 2012 19:37:09 +0000 http://www.beyondblackwhite.com/?p=5690 A pretty face, with a pretty voice and beautiful spirit to match...

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Bonjour, je suis Shawna!…. That’s french for …I am… Silly; fun; sincere; loyal; driven; spiritual; faithful; compassionate; very funny; very very funny, honest; smart; creative; musical possessed; motivated;  multi-lingual; sensitive; God-fearing; happy; positive; eternally  passionate; well traveled; talkative; passionate; nurturing; born again;  an  organic food eating; mother of one…:)

BB&W interjecting here…Shawna’s too humble to mention it but she sings like an angel:

I have a hysterical laughing disorder (I’m actually laughing right  now … LoL….LoL When it’s come to the L-word… I am looking for the One! The man of my  dreams;)… Someone to rack up ton of air miles with because I have to  travel and never get tired of it. Someone to go to Paradise du Fruits with  because it’s my favorite restaurant in Paris, I guarantee you will love it too! He must be someone to laugh (A LOT) with and have fun with while  pretending we are fighting the White Witch in Narnia at the park with my,  “oh my gosh, why is he so adorable” son. (Lots of “Narinia” and “Lord of The  Rings” role playing at Chez Shawna & Noah;)… 

“Monsieur Right” must be faithful, patient, a life learner, love children,  enjoy helping others, outgoing and congenial, dynamic, driven, an  entrepreneur, compromising, understanding, must enjoy attending a  Christ-based fellowship that we can agree on (Im NONreligious, but SUPER  spiritual & passionate about my relationship with God), must be open to living as healthy as possible, must live life to the fullest and never > give > up!

Currently I am residing in Las Vegas, NV. I am recording music and  preparing for shows. I sing and write. I also operate a small Internet  Marketing company online. The Dream is to sing and tour globally, while still having my company in the background. Definitely looking for someone  who is able to travel often and also with a passion and desire to dream  big  and live their best life ever!…also if you play piano and/or guitar,  that’s a plus!;) God Bless, Shawna.

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